I am now 39 years old and finally have someone in my life. In July of last year I got pregnant, I thought all my prayers had been answered I could not possible ask for anything else in the world, I had everything I wished for all my life, but this joy was short lived as I misscarried at 7 weeks. I have been trying ever since, getting more and more depressed as each month goes by, I keep asking my other half if this is something he really wants (he already has a 5 year old daughter which I love as my own but she is not my own), he says yes.
A couple of weeks ago a friend emailed my other half about visualizing what it is your truly desire and if you believe it will come to you, he forwarded the email to me and it brought back memories of a video my mother gave me years ago, which I looked at but really did not pay any attention to but for some reason, I remembered it as clear as day so a week ago we celebrated our year anniversary, so I purchased the video and the book as an anniversary gift to both of us, today I finished reading the book cover to cover, and have now handed it over to him, I find him a little reluctant.
I know the book said you can only focus on yourself however, having a baby and seeing it happen and being happy as though you have it is all well and good but reality sets in, it takes two to have this reality happen, I have been trying hard since our anniversary to see nothing but having not only one baby but boy and girl twins (I know I am asking for a lot - but I am 39 and the odds are against me so I would love to have what I have been wishing for all my life a little boy and a little girl).
So my questions is will asking and seeing my request coming to past is it enough when this request takes two?