Need help with affirmations

[Chloe]

Hi all

Hope everyone is doing well, staying safe and healthy!

I am looking for affirmations to add to music/subliminal to help me get through. It hasn't been great years for me. It is all going great with me but haven't found love and reaching to better promotion. 

I am dealing with low self esteem, overthinking and living in past. I am not proud of my past mistakes about a decade ago (relationship) but now coming from a small town, everyone know me so its hard to get past that. I worked hard with job for long time. 

For now, I am looking for affirmations for some topcis:

-Stop worryiny/caring what people think of you

-stop comparing you to other people, even social media

There are two things I am not sure what it is called for affirmations--control? 

I tend to want everything such as clothes, home decor, and more, want love, want cottage want vacation, want everything, but to be honestly, I don't need to but maybe it because im jealous?Im not sure, but I really don't need anything, it is just my brain.'

Would it be materialitic? (I prefer love over things)

And I tend to expect love right away, I want love right away, I want to be in relationship right away. 

There a quote saying "It will happen when you least expect it"

-go with the flow 

I am looking for affirmations to is related to the quote above. 

I tend to obess over past mistakes and caring what other things, that's why I really need to let go. I need to let go of obessive thinkings of everything, and just realx and enjoy and go with the flow. 

Throw in couple of affirmations. Looking forward to hear from you. I am so ready to change, it is time to move on and enjoy my life. I really need it. I had hard time for long time. I need to change. 

Thank you and happy holidays