I have graduated from university this september, getting a bachelors in Theatre Studies. Ever since the summer my parents have been nagging me to get a job. I agree with them that i should get one, and have been applying like a madman..
However, in The Netherlands, Theatre (and media) is a very small field. Logically, when a newby like me applies for a job, i tend to get a 'no', because of lack of experience. I understand this, and i have been visualising a lot, and lovely job openings have been appearing all over the place. I just don't seem to get them.
However, the real problem is my parents. Everytime one of them asks me about my job applications it turns out in a fight. Just tonight my dad told me he would kick me out if things keep going like this, or that he would make me pay 400 euros a month as rent per january. Apart from that i don't have that money, i just keep getting so depressed everytime we fight about this, i feel like i'm pushing it all further and further away. I get nervous everytime i'm in the same room as my parents, because i don't know what to say about job applications if they ask, and i'm afraid that they will start shouting again and i will start crying again. What should i do? I feel powerless when i'm in the same room as them, because i just don't know what or how to change something so that it won't come up again...